manifest destiny

Feeling nervous about blogging today because I appreciate the possibility that no one will understand why I'm doing this. But to be fair nobody could understand unless they constituted and conformed to their own meaning. From my perspective, the back and forth motion between this life (a digital routine replete with photoshoots and self-promotion) and being elsewhere (whatever happens in the time between phases of regular activity) is completely chaotic and informed by chance. So there's no theme, no inspirational narrative underpinning my frequent departures and returns to this platform. It's just possible, and that's why I do it. Because I can, because I don't not. I clearly want people to believe there's a reason for all of this, and fortunately I'm sure they do. Most people 'believe' more than they accept meaninglessness... because production is easier than deference to information that cannot be justified. So I don't have to do much work. Anyone reading this will impose onto it their own hypothesis 'why', on behalf of me and in service of themselves. And that's... fine. A fabricated reason is less embarrassing than full disclosure that I am powerless and illogical and unlikely to ever stay in one place. 

Don't feel obliged to stay in one place either. I'm sure today's sponsor would love if you navigated to their page after this one -- wholesale retailer Nastydress endowed me with this chiffon top among a handful of other cute pieces! I'll debut those looks later this week; for now you can peep a preview in the new arrivals section or clothing and lingerie departments.



Feather print chiffon top c/o Nastydress

Everything is infinite,

Bebe